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Tumblr friends! I’m moving to Denver in 3 weeks!

popppyflowerr:

Any good spots to check out? Total foodie here. Love coffee & tea everything. What’s your favorite dispensary? Let’s hang out!

Been a Denver native my whole life :) everything listed is near downtown Denver, because I’m not quite sure what area of Denver you’re near. Check out Little Owl Coffee, Middlestate Coffee, and Spur coffee, and Corvus coffee roasters for some of the best local coffee!

Mutiny Information cafe for a cute little book store and fun poetry and local band events. The Hi-dive, Ophelia’s electric soapbox, or Cervantes for a good dive bar with great music. Voodoo comedy club for fun comedy nights and fun events. Mercury cafe for good comedy and poetry nights.

Fifty Two 80’s A Totally Awesome Shop for a quirky little 80’s toy shop. Ritualcravt for a fun little crystal/metaphysical witchcraft store. Rosehouse for the cutest plant and crystal store.

Favorite dispos are Oasis Cannabis superstore (almost as ridiculous as the name), maybe about 5 miles outside of downtown Denver, Local Product of Denver, and High Level Health

Hope these help love! Welcome to the mile high!

My own self intervention

Fuck anyone and everyone in this community. You are the reason for my anxiety and why I feel I cannot seek help.

For so long this community fueled my bad behavior and harbored a safe space for me to excuse my actions. It gave me other people to look at and think “well they do it too”. It gave me reasons to think “it’s okay, nobody will notice.” It made me think that what I was so ashamed of was okay. And that I had to bottle up something so terrible because no one outside the this community would understand.

It’s not okay. People get hurt, lives get ruined and your actions have consequences. So that’s why I say fuck everyone in this thread. Fuck your mindset, fuck your community, fuck your contribution to a toxic environment accessible to everyone. You’re not cheating the system, you’re not sticking it to the man, and you don’t need to reply to tell me to mind my own business.

This post is for any and all new members, members who want to be better, grow as people and as fucking adults. I beg of you as someone who has gathered years of anxiety from shoplifting that it is not okay and not a habit you should form.

But most importantly this post is for me. This is my intervention to myself, a promise I refuse to break. I saw myself falling into a habit that I never want to have. I saw myself creating anxiety for myself over problems I caused, becoming my own worst enemy. But worst of all I saw myself believing that my actions were justified or that they were okay because of the people I surrounded myself with. And I hope to God I never get to that point in my life again.

I want to become a better person.

I will become a better person.

And I hope someone out there understands.

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